Hello All,
My farther died on wednesday after fighting cancer for 5 years. We though we were loosing him on Monday which really shocked me as he sounded so well last week... I cried quite a bit on Monday night but then things started looking up. I managed to make my way to Coventry (from South Coast)and was able to say goodbye on Tuesday.
Things were looking up but we lost him on Wednesday at 13:05. I was already back home so was not there when it happened and knew already on Wednesday morning that he had slipped into a coma and that it would only be a matter of time.
I am now very worried and feeling really guilty as I am unable to cry about the whole thing. I have only know my dad for 4 years but have always felt very close to him... I was the apple of his eye and I am my farthers child through and through and our bond has always been strong.
Why can I not grieve for him? I am so worried it will hit me like a ton of bricks in time, I am 34 weeks pregnant and just dont want it to affect my baby in anyway and am affraid if I dont deal with it now it will only be worse. Help - Any Advice please? Or is it normal to feel this way knowing that he was terminaly ill...
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My Dad die on Wednesday and I still can't grieve
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Mistiek · 16/02/2007 16:35
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