She had lung cancer which developed into secondary brain cancer and passed away just over a year from the first diagnosis.
I'm struggling with my thoughts. Was she aware of her surroundings but unable to communicate? Was she trying to but her body wouldn't let her?
She knew I loved her because I told her on Saturday and she squeezed my hands and she reacted to my kids being there. But I'm devastated that she may have been trying to talk but not able to.
Did she know in the later stages she was dying? Did she feel herself slipping away?
No one can obviously answer this. I wasn't a good enough daughter and she frustrated me sometimes and I wish I had been more tolerant. I stopped working about five weeks ago to help care for her so in hoping that would have helped her realise how much she meant to me.
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My mum died this morning and I'm struggling with my thoughts.
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Nicknacky · 10/10/2016 23:25
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