Don't know why I am posting but just needed to get these thoughts down. Just been one of those days!
My mum died earlier this year after a relatively short illness. She was my best friend and I miss her so much.
Today has been hard as I received a response letter from hospital regarding her care (6 months after I sent it) and the letter failed to answer any of my points. I have been waiting for that letter for months, just for some closure and to honour her memory.
A video of her then came up on Facebook and I just wanted to jump in! Sometimes I even forget she is dead and try to ring her.
I just feel like a victim at the moment and I don't want to feel this way. I often feel like a child as I wish and crave for something that I know I can't have. She just had so much life left in her (she was in her early 50s) and I just feel she was so cheated. Why her? Why not someone else?
I did have a good dream about her last night where I actually felt her hug which is always a positive!
Anyway, sorry for the ramblings and thanks for reading. Things harder at moment as tired and hormonal from a baby and pregnancy! x
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UpUpAndAway123 · 01/08/2015 21:36
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