Dear Everyone,
I am absolutely at my wits' end with my son's refusal to eat.
He has always been absolutely impossible since I started to introduce food at around 5-6 months. He never ever ate unless distracted by books/songs, and rarely from me (we have a nanny while at work). Now, over a year on, he still won't eat meals unless it is all mushed up and fed to him on a spoon, with books/radio/songs etc. I have been getting increasingly worried about this, as I know he is really far behind. One of the problems I think is that our nanny continues to shovel spoons of puréed pasta, mince, vegetables etc into him (all very bland) using distraction techniques. I never get as much in as her and nor would I want to-I don't think he is ever going to learn how to eat properly on his own when he is stuffed at every meal. I have spoken to her about this but she just bats me down and tells me how she has three children and blah blah blah.
My own approach has been to try to encourage him to feed himself, and I keep trying new things to give him. I have done this before resorting to the same spoon and mush and distraction approach. However, he just isn't progressing with the eating this way, and knows that out of concern about him not eating properly, I will always cave and end up giving him yoghurt or cheese or whatever. I have realized this has to change. After speaking with my husband, in the last few days we have decided that I am no longer going to feed him anything off a spoon: he can feed himself yoghurt and put things in his mouth, so am going to have to show him that if he won't feed himself, then he will go hungry. He will eat a few normal, un-mushed foods that he likes on his own: cheese, rusks, Ella's nobbly fingers, yoghurt, blueberries, butter (every time I give him bread and butter as something different he just eats the butter...), banana, tangerine and slices of apple. He will feed himself yoghurt/rice pudding with a spoon, and amazingly this morning my husband had him feeding himself porridge and at lunch time, we went to the zoo, and he was eating a cheese and ham sandwich greedily in his pushchair (this was a first-I nearly fell on the floor). But supper was a total disaster. He just ate nothing. I am expecting DS2 in December and I am panicking as cannot have a newborn and a 2yo who still can't feed himself. I feel like a total failure.
My total failure to get him to eat has affected me hugely and was a major factor in me developing severe depression last year (I had to take three months off). I am still really struggling now. I totally lost it staying a few days with my parents and sister, watching my niece, who is the same age as my son, feeding herself normal consistency foods like her older sisters perfectly. My son just squirmed and squealed in his chair. I completely freaked and just left and came back to London, and then that evening, when my son refused to eat again, I ended up screaming and shouting with frustration and just stormed out of the house and walked for miles before coming back hours later. Work is not going well, I can't even bring up my own child, and I have also been diagnosed with several lifelong autoimmune conditions (via a spell in intensive care last October). My son refusing to eat is just impossible on top of all the other stuff. It is AWFUL. He is also developing really terrible screaming tantrums if he doesn't get what he wants, lying on the floor kicking (and kicking me). It is awful to say this but I really am not enjoying this at all. I spend a lot of time hating it.
We are going to speak to the nanny and get her to listen to us and be consistent in strategy with him, and if she doesn't agree we will say that we will have to find someone else because he just isn't progressing.
I am completely at the end of my tether. I know I have totally messed up but please any pointers for someone as useless as me would be hugely appreciated!
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20 month old refusing to eat
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cobaltblue27 · 06/08/2016 19:58
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