If anything i need a rant without saying something i regret to my mother.
My whole childhood she was a huge alcoholic, when she found out i was pregnant she went on a rehab programme involving the drugs to get her sober. Relapsed 6 months later. Went through it again and had been having suspicions for past few weeks she had relapsed again, found all the evidence earlier.
She was told by me and social services made it quite xlear that last time was last chance saloon. She had also got sober when i was 12 after coming fucking close to dying from it.
Shes blown it, im heart broken, let down and hurting for my 17 month old who despite it all loves her grandma but i have to keep her safe. Especially when i found the proof once dd walked out the spare bedroom clutching a half drunk bottle and right on the verge of having unscrewed the lid.
I know i can never trust her again, i know i can not let her near my dd and im just so so so angry shes let me down for yet another time after being conpletely sober.
Sorry just needed to vent as crying my eyes out. Had finally trusted her again about 6 weeks ago to start having my dd 1.5 days s week whilst i work, was a bloody idiot.
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Beth2511 · 17/04/2016 19:13
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