Feeling so glum tonight.
My ex boyfriend has met someone else, and I know it is stupid but I just feel crappy and unloved and shit.
When I met him, he had not long split up with someone and I guess I was his rebound woman. He was a bit screwed up about her, and we dated a few months before I just thought, ffs this guy isn't into me, I wasn't getting the right 'vibe' and I ended it. I was going through a heck of a lot personally at the time, lost my job etc, and he really wasn't there for me. I ended up feeling pretty shit about myself so called it a day but we stayed friends and I guess ultimately a part of me thought a few months apart he might 'see the light' and want me.
Anyway. We Stayed the best of mates, chat often, he texts me a lot during the days, hang out maybe once a week. A better friend then he was boyfriend really.
I am feeling really low at the moment, didn't like my new job, broke, struggling, been unwell with a nasty virus.
He met someone new online a few weeks ago. When he told me I was all 'oh good for you' and then I went out and snogged a friend of a friend who was always pursuing me just to feel wanted. said friend of friend seems to be giving me the blanks now :/ having been initially v enthusiastic
I just feel shit and unloved. I've been single for frigging years and it was nice to meet finally someone and now he has quickly replaced me and i feel old, shit, unlovable and on the shelf. Mid life crisis etc
I know its unreasonable and bitchy but I want him to be alone and unhappy ! I want him to miss me!!
ach I know I'm pathetic. if the rest of my life was okay. its just that feeling of losing him rally this time, like it was ever that good.. but he was ,y best friend for a year.. its just hard.. g
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to be so pathetic... I guess, I know I am. someone talk some sense into me :(
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BananasBananasBananas · 15/01/2016 02:29
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