DP and I are very happy together, completely in love, and apart from this small issue everything is going great.
It was a workplace romance (I know, it's not really sensible, but it happened and we're happy so there you go), although I've moved onto another job now, but still keep in regular contact with a few colleagues who became close friends.
Before DP and I were together, he had a FWB relationship with another colleague. We were close friends at the time and she confided in me about it, although it was understandably kept quiet from everyone else. It didn't last very long (mutual decision) and a few months after it ended she moved on to another job. Before she left but after it ended, a lot of people found out about them (I'm not sure how but from the jokes she was telling, I suspect she may have told people straight). They still saw each other, but only meeting up in a friendly way, rather than anything sexual or romantic. It was generally agreed though among the gossips at work that she had feelings for him, that they would have made a good couple, and it was a shame that they didn't end up together. She always denied having any feelings for him.
After she left, DP and I started our relationship. I understand I may get flamed for starting something with a colleague who had already had a sort-of relationship at work, but we are both happy.
Thing is, now if we get together for social stuff and us three are there, she does everything she can to remind everyone that she has a past with him. I'm deliberately excluded from their conversations as she constantly brings up in-jokes, or graphically describes what happened between them.
I understand he's her friend, and I suspect she feels I may have 'stolen' him from her, but at the same time, we're all adults and it's starts to grind on me. I've started to get very jealous, and avoid going to anything if I know she's there - unfortunately, I then get reports from other friends or colleagues who tell me about "oh, it was awful, she was saying so-and-so, she obviously still really likes him" etc. I've asked them to stop reporting back to me as it's just stirring, and DP is careful not to join in with the more sexual jokes etc., as he now realises a lot of other people there construed it as flirting (honestly, I know this isn't likely to be believed on MN, but his sense of humour is quite sexual so what seems like flirting to outsiders is genuinely just him having a laugh)
What can I do? Carry on avoiding her? DP is aware of how it's making me feel and is now making a point of not encouraging her in any way if she mentions their past, but they were (and still are) good friends, and I don't want to destroy their friendship out of jealousy. I hate the situation, it makes me feel like we're all back in school, it's so ridiculous.
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JealousNC · 03/09/2015 11:48
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