Do the long term effects ever go away? I feel really unable to cope right now. Not all the time but sometimes really urgently unable to cope.
I got out of the relationship a couple of years ago, have done the freedom programme and am in a loving and respectful relationship with my fiance who is the most caring person in the world.
But he's due home from work and I'm crying and shaking and feeling awful thoughts because I've not finished the washing and ironing or cleaned the bathroom and I know I would have been beaten for that before.
It's irrational because I know he loves me and would never hurt me or be bothered but I can't shake how worthless I feel and that nothing I do will ever be enough to feel like I want to live.
I really need to know this gets better.
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rocketnot · 29/01/2015 16:10
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