Ever since my DD was born 5 years ago, I have been very ill - mentally. It started with post natal depression, then some extremely stressful things happened and I had a breakdown and have been under mental health services ever since.
My relationship with DD's dad broke down and she lives with him. When I lost that relationship and my child, I attempted suicide but did some serious damage to myself - that was 3 years ago. I even lost my job and can't get back into work.
I wish mental health services had never entered my life - they have made it worse, not better.
Becoming disabled and mentally ill has taught me how unkind people are to vulnerable people. I hate my situation.
I have lost everything. Every time I try to make things better (i.e. applying for jobs etc) I get knocked down again.
AIBU? What would you do in my position?
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To want to end it all?
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runnermum1974 · 19/02/2014 13:32
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