Sorry, this is probably petty and hormone induced mania.
I'm 27 weeks pregnant with PFB. Have had a very difficult pregnancy, MS and anaemia for first 12 weeks which rendered me incapable of doing anything apart from lifting my head up to vomit in the loo as opposed to on myself. Approaching the end of 2nd trimester I developed SPD which has progressed rapidly, I've had to take early mat leave, I can barely sleep, and day to day living is a real struggle. I have to take solpadol to enable myself to get into the bath or stand at the sink to have a wash, so anything else around the house is pretty much out of the question. I've always been fiercely independent so this has been a real struggle emotionally and I cry most days. I've been admitted into hospital twice this month with insanely high blood pressure, so to say I am terrified daily would be an understatement. At 23 I was quite naive in thinking labour would be my only real concern.
Anyways, Due to the above I rely on DP for pretty much everything. His best friend since childhood moved to Australia 2 years ago to work & save, as many people in our friendship group have done. He comes back about 2-3 times a year and DP always sees him a lot. I used to join the group but in my current state I haven't been able to. All DP's friend wants to do is go out and get drunk, which is fine. DP has seen him loads since he has been back this time and had planned to see him this afternoon in a town 30 miles away. DP told me he wouldn't be drinking (which I would expect as he has our car!) but I overhear him saying to his friend 'well I'll have a couple'. Cue a hormonal cry by me because I feel alone and vulnerable and if something were to happen it would take him at least an hour to get back, and that's obviously not including however long it would take him to sober up. I know I can't live in a constant state of fear, but AIBU to just want him sober and in close proximity until I give birth? His friend will no doubt be back in the summer. My family are all hours away and none of my friends drive. My phone also doesn't work so it's nt even like I could call someone in an emergency.
I'm sorry for the long waffle, I just don't know whether pregnancy has turned me into a complete loon or I genuinely have a right to be feeling like this.
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Dannilion · 05/01/2013 10:26
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