So, I am the evil witch who, after 4 extremely difficult years (in a 7 yr marriage), have told my DH that I've "left". I've moved into our box/guest/other room, taken everything I own into there (from our room), as it was a last minute decision (after about 6 months of thinking about it) and I still hadn't come up with a satisfactory way of dealing with it, and not leaving the children (both pretty small).
As a result of this he NOW wants to talk, NOW wants to show non-sexual emotion that apparently was just not his thing, ever, so we can have quality time etc etc... I am not going into too much detail as this is not what it's about, and in a previous thread I had fantastic support and felt as if I was not all bad to feel that an untenable situation cannot continue, however badly you want it to work.
So... I have so far told a handful of people. A couple of women from work (both in pastoral care, both saw me come in look a total mess and very happy to help, got the balance right of initial listening, occasional "how're going emails etc"), a couple of friends I've made since we moved here 4 yrs ago (both very close, shared alot, both pretty much knew this was coming), and one of my oldest/closest friends who I have known for about 15 years/maids of honour/etc etc.. recently she became my DC2s godmother etc. She lives over here (overseas) too.
So, one of my friends was the one I spoke to, a couple of days before I finally did the deed. She had a busy week the week after, and didn't really read my original text etc., and didn't realise what had happened (allegedly I now realise). Have not had a full conversation with her in the last two weeks since I left. Before it was via skype chat/or person-to-person 2-4 times a week.
Other friend is a GP, and I swear that when she said "we need to discuss this properly soon" she was in work-mode. I've pretty much left it in her court (texted her once) and not had any kind of chat (other than a work one which included other people) since it happened.
I finally told BFF about a week ago, and she hasn't rung/emailed since.
So, was a single parent friend right when they said that women see divorce as more scary than cancer, have all those friendships been as shallow as they now seem, or Have IBU? I'm struggling enough with the home situation tbh, esp. as I'm over the other side of the world from all my other friends (who I haven't dared tell yet, given the current lot dropping like flies).
Weirdly, the one person I am in regular contact with is a male friend (dun dun durrrrr) who emailed me about a mutual friend recently, and I mentioned what has happened, and he drip feeds an email every 3-4 days just with non-impt. little UK updates, and listens to how we're getting on. It's not heavy or fraught with any kind of implication, it's more like bloggin to a single person
The reality is that we have already had two counselling sessions and whilst it isn't going to be an easy road, I can just about contemplate there being a happy outcome. But that's another (if more positive) story.
PS I've jsut realised, is this like bereavement where people will find me in a couple of months and in a whiny voice say "I wasn't sure what to say...." more
PPS I'm more angry about all of this than I realise, I guess I thought that at times like this. Maybe I am being very judgy.
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to think that my closest friends might call, since DH and I separated..?
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Stigmata · 05/11/2011 05:49
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