Morning all, long time since I last posted!
After almost 9 months with us now DS is really starting to become more settled / little signs of cheekiness etc are beginning to come out which is lovely (you mums will understand!)
He is a very confident boy, as in on the outside will chat very easily to anyone, will go up on stage in magic shows, has recently learned how to ride his bike & puts his head under water swimming! (Huge huge steps for him!)
However, he very obviously (to me) suffers from reallow self esteem. If others around him receive compliments (a lot of the time directed towards me) he will put it town / turn it into a negative, turn the attention around onto him as in "look at what I can do". Completely refuses to par take in any team / sports related fun despite absolutely loving playing those things.
He can't bare to "lose" invents competitions that don't even exist - walking down the path etc. suffers what appears to be real anxiety / jealousy when DH is home or even if I'm playing with his nans puppy. At school parties if a baby is to ever be in my path he will shoot straight over.
I give him lots of phrase she he does things fab, I.e wow that picture has a big lovely circle etc (he won't even doodle if others are as views it as a competition - an opportunity of him failing)
His swimming, riding, reading day to day great things he recieves phrase - possibly relying on it TOO much, in fact definitely relies on it everyday.
Reassurance is always given when needed (and more) "I always come back" etc - I know he's just repeating words I say as opposed to probably actually feeling it / likewise he really knows which buttons to press to make me feel guilty, so it's hard to know if he is actually destressed or not??
He recently went to a nurture group in school, which they all commented how great he was in it etc, but he now just has a whole new set of words, scared, happy, sad, jealous etc to which I feel he really does not know how to use / apply / feel them / randomly uses them in situations / conversations.
Like I said above on the outside he is ridiculously out going, bossy!!! Plays chats. Which is why most think I am absolutely nuts. But I honestly feel he really has low self esteem etc, which I can completely understand.
I just don't know how to help him with it. I don't even know if there's anything I can do to help him??
Have any of you experienced this??
Advice much appreciated as always.
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Buster510 · 07/07/2014 07:08
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