I have been with my DP for 3 years and we have lived together for 1.5 years. He's 29 and I'm 28.
We talked about buying a home early on. We both have enough money to buy, and could buy on our own (though somewhere much smaller, obviously). We would send each other property details while at work. DP also said about a year ago that he 'couldn't wait to marry me,' and makes references to that regularly. I have started to get to the point where I am actually ready for the reality of this. I am also concerned that we are wasting money, (a lot of money) on rent, for no real reason as we both have the ability to buy.
I have begun questioning DP's sincerity with saying he wants to marry me... he increasingly travels overseas with work voluntarily - he elects to do so - (3 weeks at a time, almost monthly this year), and when I ask outright about marriage he says 'it will happen,' but it very vague and almost jokey about it. It doesn't make me feel great. My DP is also 'concerned' about buying somewhere together as he came out the other day with 'I always thought I would buy alone first.' This came as a surprise to me... we had discussed buying a lot, and he apparently wants to marry me at some point...so to me, that doesn't add up - does it to any of you?
I have begun to feel a bit messed around and it has caused a few arguments recently. I have said that if he doesn't want to commit and keeps travelling overseas, how can we start a proper life together? His response is that he loves me and wants us to work, but nothing really changes. He still works away, still no proposal and no real drive to find us a home. I am worried that I am being impatient perhaps, but then I feel frustrated that he would make these plans with me and not action them. My friends tell me that he is the type of person to not want to commit for a long time, and I'm starting to wonder if that's true. I know he;s not old, but surely at 29, you start to think seriously about your relationship with the woman you want to marry?
As a result of feeling frustrated and left alone a lot of the time while he is away, I have taken it upon myself to buy my own place. I viewed somewhere yesterday and really like it. My DP does not know about this yet, because I wanted to know how I felt when looking round. I now think it is something I would be happy to do alone. With my DP away so much, I feel like I have to do this, but it also makes me question the future of the relationship.
Are my feelings/suspicions/annoyance fair here do you think? When he says he loves me and wants us, how does that add up to his seeming lack of commitment? Is he just the type of person who will never settle down?
Thank you!!
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helloyounglady · 28/05/2015 14:40
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