I really can't carry on this marriage any more. Dh has slowly turned into a horrible person that I just can't stand to be around an more. There just seems to be some thing else every day. I have been considering leaving him since before xmas over some issues I have with the way he has been behaving lately, in this thread, but it is getting worse.
What I didn't put in that thread was that I have an older son, aged 19, who left to live with his father just before his 15th birthday, lot's of reasons but basically he got in with a bad crowd, kept running away, got into drugs and what with the younger 2 boys problems I just couldn't take any more. That didn't work as ds got a lot worse as his dad just let him run wild so got into a lot of trouble and now has an ASBO, and is living with my dad, he now want's ds out. He has improved a lot but is still not great, I am trying to help him find a flat, he is going to college and seems a lot more leveled than he was even 12 months ago. None of this is good enough for dh, he shouldn't be doing a joinery course, he should be doing his GCSE's, then A levels, ds is naturally clever but not in the slightest bit academic, to me the fact he has stuck at any course for a whole term under his own steam is great and the one he is doing he enjoy's and will give him a skill for life, maybe not the future I had planned or that he is capable of, but a future at least.
DH says he doesn't care what happens with DS, but never stops telling me what I need to do, how I need to do it and if I don't, what a stupid thick bh I am and that every thing will fall apart and ds will end up in jail. And I mean never stops, right up until he went to bed last night and within 20 mins of getting up today, I say today because he is now not even getting out of bed until past midday.
Yesterday my DM called round as she has got a mattress cover for ds2, when she was here he told us both that he had a spring sticking out of his mattress, which he not mentioned before, so I said I would look into sorting it, how I didn't have a clue. Today DM rings to say she had picked up ds2 a new mattress in the sales, a good one for £50, as she said it wasn't a lot to her but would be to us, and could she bring it down as it was in her boot. DH went mad 'who the hell does she think she is buying that, I don't want her fing money! Tell her to foff!', I just said no, went up stairs to remove the old mattress as she said she would take it to the tip, to discover that there where infact 3 springs coming through the fabric, all with very sharp edges, when I brought it down I showed DH who turned and said 'So fing what, if he needs a new one I will buy it, and walked away. When my mum got here, he completely ignored her and me. He hasn't spoken to me since.
There is also the running theme from the other thread, he turned down a 3 week job yesterday because it was 'too much hassle' but has spent the last 7 out of 8 nights in the pub. Yesterday I asked him if there any chance he could give me some money as I only had £2 in the bank, a £5 direct debit coming out tomorrow, £20 in my purse and both the gas and electric are about to go. Tough shit was the reply, 'I haven't got any, ask your mother!' then proceed to get dressed and go to the pub!
Sorry this is so long, just needed to get it all down, there is more but I would be here all night, I am crying just writing this much.
My problem is I just don't know how to get him to go. I need to stay here as the boys need routine and their home. Thing is I know it will get nasty, every time we have a big argument he gets quite aggressive, that is when I tend to back down, which I really don't want to do, I need not to do! How do I get him to leave?
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keepingupwiththejoneses · 05/01/2012 00:38
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