No problem to dig out the FF links for you closephine, although as they’re in the section for women with diminished ovarian reserve, I’m not sure how relevant they’ll be if you don’t have low AMH - there are some Create cycle buddies threads in the London section which might be more useful for you?
Can totally understand anxiety about drugs, the only thing I can say is that for me on a short protocol, the drugs were a walk in the park. This time I’m doing long protocol because of lining issues last time, and the down regging drugs have made me a bit hormonal - but nothing massive.
But that’s a protocol thing - it’s not a conventional vs natural IVF thing. Although long protocol tends to be the best first line option for most women, it’s perfectly possible to have ‘conventional’ IVF without down regulating or going on the pill.
Worth also noting that from what I can tell (eurochick will be much better placed to advise however!) most natural cycles at Create seem to be natural modified - so you’re still taking the same drugs as on a conventional short protocol, you’re just taking them at a lower dose and for fewer days
From what the ladies I’ve spoken to who cycled at Create described, their mild cycles were pretty much identical to a standard short protocol, except that some stimmed with a few days of Clomid before adding in FSH injections. And as I mentioned before, these doses can often be pretty high!
They all seem generally happy with their experiences of Create from what I can tell - especially the lady who got her BFP a few weeks ago! (3 cycle package - 2 banking cycles and one transfer on the 3rd cycle)
That said I was pretty horrified by the account a MN poster on another thread gave of her cycle at Create — obv this is only one person’s POV and I’m only reporting this second hand, so take it with a pinch of salt.
She had PCOS and liked their promise that their mild approach was gentler and minimised the risk of OHSS. Except that they massively over-stimmed her, refused to drop the dose or coast her (despite her begging them to because she was in so much discomfort and feeling so unwell). She ended up hyper stimulating and had to freeze-all because a fresh transfer would have been too dangerous, because of the risk it’d trigger full blown OHSS.
From what she described, her frozen transfer cycle a few months later sounded really stressful. She had a natural FET, but (she claims) they insisted there was no need to scan her, and told her to use OPKs and call them when she had her surge. She claims she repeatedly told them that OPKs don’t work for her because of her PCOS, but they kept insisting she didn’t need a scan and just to use OPKs. I remember being appalled when she posted in tears about calling reception begging to speak to a Dr, as she was terrified of missing her surge and was desperate to book in for a scan - but from what she said, was basically fobbed off and told to stop bothering them. She did eventually manage to catch her surge and had her transfer, but the whole experience sounded unnecessarily stressful and really quite unkind. And this wasn’t an NHS cycle - she was paying for this!!
In any clinic there are always going to be individuals who have poor experiences, so by no means saying this is representative. But to end up hyper stimulating at the ‘gentle, low drugs’ clinic seemed pretty appalling. By comparison, a friend of mine - who also has PCOS - recently cycled with NHS Hammersmith, and her supposedly ‘conventional’ IVF cycle seemed a hell of a lot gentler than the ‘mild’ cycle this MN poster described. My friend was started on a much lower dose of stims, she was monitored incredibly closely and her doses were dropped accordingly (and coasted for her few days until her oestrogen levels fell), to make absolutely sure she didn’t hyper stimulate. Needless to say, she sailed through without a hitch, felt great - and very happily got her BFP 9 days after her fresh transfer.
As I say, these are two isolated examples, so wouldn’t read too much into them. My very longwinded point is, I guess, that the notion of ’conventional IVF’ vs ‘create IVF’ seems to be somewhat of a false dichotomy…