I'm on my own and trying to deal with asking DH to leave for space, he has but it hasn't helped, infact it has made me confused and angry all over again.
Tonight I found a folder from Aug last year where i have logged my escape plans, written down help numbers, copies useful documents for that year etc
In amongst it I have found a photo copy of a letter I sent to him. So much has gone on in that year and infact the last 2 weeks I don't remember even writing it - what do men do with these letters I wonder...
I write about regret and becoming a sad and lonely mum, how I hate myself and how I will spend my life proving to our DC I can have a happier person.
I list reasons why we make each other unhappy and how I hate his lies destroying me, I can't get over them and how sorry I am for that.
I end the letter by telling him I wil never get inbetween his relationship with DC and that I'm scared of what his reaction will be to this and ask him not to be hurtful towards me even just for the sake of our DC.
We have been married for 10+ years but here I am again without even remembering last year, I was a shell but now I have my answer.
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Wow. I have found the answer. It's taken all thiis time but thankfully I kept a record from last year.
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InTheRedCorner · 19/07/2013 23:10
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