Hi, this is only my second post ever on here. The first was before I found out about my husband's emotional affair. Although many of you suspected something.
We have been together nearly 20 years, we have 4 lovely children, aged 9 and under. My husband has always been a wonderful partner and Dad. We had normal arguments, but nothing too bad. We moved 5 years ago and basically over stepped our budget. Things got worse when DH got a paycut. The money issues became bad. On top of that he kept making things worse by using wrong bank card, or forgetting to pay the few things he was responsible for. I had DD's set up for most things, but then he'd use wrong bank card, DD would bounce, we'd get charged and so on. He also had majr career issues. He hates his work, it doesn't pay enough but he has developed such low self esteem as he thinks he lets us down etc. He is actually terrified of appling for new jobs etc. He'd go to an agency where they do all the work but not an actual interview. Anyway, he started getting angry in mornings, shuting at kids, making more and more mone errors. He got increasingly frustrated with himself to the point of punching his head or head butting walls. One day he actually left to committ suicide, he was convinced he kept letting us down and that we'd be better of without him. This was at the end of 2011. SOmehow I managed to get him back but he never made it to doctors.
Anyway, in 2012, the money issues continued, and then everything started to break in our house. It needs so much money spending on it, which we don't have. If we don't talk about money we all get on really well, such happy memories. His speach became almost retarded at times, headaches etc. He was depressed but wouldn't get help. He started losing it with the kids, calling them disgusting etc. In August we went away and it was lovely. Just before we went we actually found a perfect job for him. He was convinced he'd get it and was happier. When we returned from holiday we had a terrible week. Debt collectors hounding him, we had an argument and for the first time in our relationship I made him sleep downstairs, I now look back and remember seeing his face break. On top of that he didn't get the job. He was devastated. He lost 3 stone in 3 weeks.
He went to an agency, where he met a busty blonde who filled his head with being on top of the world and they started a texting relationship. A month later he annouced he was leaving. But he didn't go. I found out about the texting in November, where they both conviced me it would stop. In January I found out it hadn't stopped and was actually obsessive. I am talking 4 texts a minute sometimes. So now he's left. We are devastated. My lovely man felt a failure, flipped and broke and got lifted by someone who was meant to help him get a job. He won't admit it's anything to do with her though. Should I give up on him?
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Lovely hubby, depressed them emotional affair now moved out
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carolst · 01/02/2013 23:39
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