DD(8) had a bad moment over Christmas.
Her Nana bought Ex a bottle of Whiskey and a bottle of wine for a present. She is quite 'in your face, he's got a right to drink' and doesn't believe what happened and that SS banned him from the house for no good reason, except that I was being vindictive and malicious. He had a couple of glasses of wine in front of the DC's which upset them both but later on DD was beside herself.
She kept saying 'What kind of man promises to his own children that he will stop drinking and then just... just keeps on drinking'. She said she didn't want to see him at one point but is hurt and confused.
She also said the same but in terms of what kind of man does that to his own wife? And that she thought he was hideous for doing it.
He phoned pissed last night, DD was .
She was so much younger that DS and it has been hard to gauge how it affected her, but .
However hard I try for them he has left them a legacy of alcohol issues which he doesn't have to deal with and refuses to take responsibility for. He thinks it is his place to help them see that drinking can be a positive thing.
She cried and I hated him for being such a selfish twat. That it means so much to him to exert his right to continue doing something that destroyed his family. And yet I am blamed for 'keeping the family unit apart'. He tells them how much he wants to come home which makes me look like I am keeping him away.
I wanted to crack the bottle of fucking whiskey over his head. I have to tackle this in the New Year for them but it will make things ugly.
I don't know how to help them with how they feel about people drinking in general. They are both intimidated by lairy drunks and are scared at the thought of me drinking (which I don't at all)
But it is so so unfair.
His drinking is his own business now but is a part of my life because of how it affects the DC's, He has started drinking a little around them and it is crap.
Sorry. I need to rant and offload. I don't know what to do. I can't handle it when he gets controlling and keeping things amiable generally makes life easier. But . I think I might have to approach a mediator about it because I have finally made real progress with my depression and counselling.
I hate him drinking because of how it affects them. I hope it is worth it to him.
If that is harsh if he has a problem then I am sorry. He is not a stupid man and functions within the bounds of what he drinks but refuses to stop or get help, if he can't.
Even now, it feels like shit. I feel like shit.
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MittzyBittzyTeenyWeeny · 28/12/2010 18:08
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