Hello! I am wondering whether any wise people on here can offer some thoughts on my dilemma - which I must say I do recognise is not a bad dilemma to have compared to many people, so don't at all want to sound like I'm moaning.
Anyway, I was recently turned down for a job. It felt quite brutal largely because I had worked at this place for two years, and although the interview panel (said) they wanted me, my previous colleagues did not. In fact, it was a unanimous no from them and I am now licking my wounds. Next week I have an interview for another job, same field, different place, and to be honest, am feeling literally sick with nerves and really wondering if it's worth it.
The thing is, on paper I guess I am a 'high achiever' but in my working life I constantly feel like a fraud, that everyone is far cleverer than me and that I'm a total imposter. In my current job, these feelings are manageable but should I happen to get this other job, it is a relatively high profile and very competitive organization and I think that these feelings would intensify dramatically. The question is, should I get the job, do I man-up and take the challenge to try and increase my self confidence and make this work? Or do I accept that this type of higher profile career is not for me in psychological terms if nothing else? Doing the latter feels a little pathetic - but how important is it really?
Has anyone made a similar decision - and again, I recognise how lucky I am to HAVE a job at this point in time!
Please or to access all these features
Please
or
to access all these features
Chat with other users about all things related to working life on our Work forum.
Work
Picking yourself up after rejection - and is it worth it!?
3 replies
moodwing · 11/11/2012 10:13
OP posts:
Please create an account
To comment on this thread you need to create a Mumsnet account.