Oh c'mon this is not entirely fair...fed up

[nolongerchunkybutstillapudding]

Trying fir dc2.was pg earlier this year and sooo happy.at 12 week scan discovered mmc.no reason to suspect it,was v 'pregnant'...

had erpc, and got a uti which was treated with ab's. then after a month of on/off bleeding called docs,had scan,turned out erpc incomplete and had to have the whole op again,and 10 day course of very strong ab's...

week later finished ab's,got thrush (of course!)

treated that,it went,then came back.treated again,thought was fine,had had af and have reached ov date,have had sex twice and now am in agony,something v wrong (don't want to give tmi really but it's not pleasant and it HURTS!) saw doc and she not sure if cause- but said it looks incredibly painful...

so,no more ttc til better,ov will be over for this month,why the fuck is there always something wrong??am feeling really low.dp has own stress going on so not very 'available' right now.

and I know that given what some people on here have gone thru I sound like a whinging cow,sorry for that

[nolongerchunkybutstillapudding]

Ps sorry for many typos too

[engelbart]

You deserve to vent, how absolutely bloody awful for you. Poor you. I hope you start to feel better soon. Hopefully you'll be well enough to try again next month. Life is so unfair sometimes. And I don't think you sound like a whinging cow, not at all.

[AttilaTheMeerkat]

You are certainly not being a whingeing cow at all.

I would seek a further referral to a gynae asap for further evaluation. You should not be in such pain and put up with it; my guess is that this has all come about because of the erpc being incompletely removed. Deep pain during sex can be indicative of endometriosis.

[nolongerchunkybutstillapudding]

Thanks guys.yes things have really been pretty shit.

Attila,it's not deep pain.the doc has examined me and it seems to be external.it's all very weird.she looked quite shocked by how sore everything looked but was unsure of the cause...has sent a load of swabs off.

It's just pants.not just re ttc but my self esteem,relationship,everything

however I guess there is a chance I got pg this month!did the did a couple of times round ov date,once was a day or 2 before (assuming am remotely regular since mc etc)

doesn't seem likely tho...

[nolongerchunkybutstillapudding]

And ofcourse I'm worried that if by some miracle I am pg then whatever is wrong with me now will damage the pg and it will all go wrong again...