I've put this on my usual TTC after MC thread but I'm desperate for an answer,,,

[TotallyAndUtterlyPaninied]

So I'm putting it here too. Did a test last night and it was very faint positive, by this morning it was a lil darker, so I did another test and it was faint pos again. Did another tonight and it's negative. AF is due on 19th- so two days time.

Am I pregnant?

[Thandeka]

erm possibly especially as tonights test will possibly have been with dilute urine. Just keep testing everyday from now for the next week and pray the line gets stronger and AF stays away.

Is what happened to me with funny tests straight after my MMC (am now 7weeks tommorrow and bricking it!)
Good luck!

[NorthernLurker]

Have you had a negative test since you miscarried? Sorry don't know your history

[TotallyAndUtterlyPaninied]

Yeah, I've had a negative test, it was April, and I had the blood tests to check it had gone back to 5.

I'm so hoping I'm pregnant.. as you can imagine.

[NorthernLurker]

Right well then it sounds possible. If you can possibly manage it I wouldn't test again till Friday though - treat today as a 'maybe' and hopefully you'll get a definate yes then.

[TotallyAndUtterlyPaninied]

It's so difficult and I'm all teary and sick which is making it all seem worse

[NorthernLurker]

Yes it's totally crap. Thing is - testing or not testing doesn't change the result and I've seen soo many women on here test early, get inconclusive results, have to test again and again. It really does seem to make it harder - if that's possible!

[TotallyAndUtterlyPaninied]

Thanks Northern, you're so lovely and I'm such an obsessive mess

[NorthernLurker]

It's absolutely to be expected that you are very focused on this - not an obsessive mess though - don't be so hard on yourself!

Getting pregnant after miscarriage is a hurdle race isn't it - one thing after another and not being confident of the end result till you're at the end. It just isn't any easier to leap the hurdles if they're closer together then if they're far apart - so give yourself time. Try not to feel bad that you've got those hurdles - that's your race and it's a bit trickier than many others but you will get there.

Praying for a good result for you

[TotallyAndUtterlyPaninied]

I gave in, did a digital test and it said pregnant!!!!! I'm so happy

[Trixel]

Hurray, that's great news!! Just had to dip in, hope you don't mind? Was thinking of joining your other thread, then saw this and thought i'd put in my twopenneth worth.
I do think that now, having done that test tonight and got that magic word you should hold on to that for a couple of days. Keep that positivity, and warm glow, which can only be a good thing for you and the bean. Then maybe test again at the weekend if you want to.

[NorthernLurker]

Oh wow!

Ok so maybe testing lots has it's upside too

Congratulations and all the best

[TotallyAndUtterlyPaninied]

Trixel, come and join the other thread. It's really got me through the past two months. I'm going to stay on it for a bit as I'm a knicker checker and it could easily go down the pan like last time. Got bad implantation pains this time though which is good as I had them with DS but not with the MC.

Thanks Northern

[Thandeka]

hurrah congrats!