In many ways current life style is good. As per title I'm s-e and work 3-4 days a week. dh works 2.5 days a week (2 of which are away). dds are 11 and 9. It feels like I work f-t, of course, (don't we all?) because without childcare, there's never much of a let up. part of me finds the juggling aspect incredibly stressful - when it's bad and I'm trying to work when dds are home - it's very bad. I'm snappy and horrible and I want to run away to an office - which means I can't be disturbed - and have someone else deal with, well, everything: taxi-ing, clothes shopping, washing, packed lunches, birthday present buying etc etc. But when it's good I feel lucky to be able to go running and dog walking, and never work at weekends.
however the work is erratic and unreliable. I miss the company and structure of a "normal" office environment - I miss the ability to separate home and work. I miss working in a team and, tbh, I miss having a boss!
I have a university place to retrain. it will take me 2 years and is famously very full on. working p-t after qualifying wouldn't be an option for a number of years (probably not until dds are in their late teens). I can't put it off though - age-wise it's a bit now or never.
am I mad? so many people seem to think p-t s-e without the need to pay for childcare is ideal - I wonder if I'm being spoilt for wanting something else - not counting my chickens etc. is f-t really so bad?
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to jack in self-employment 3-4 day week slotted round school hours for 2 years full-time full-on study followed by full-time work?
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hatwoman · 21/06/2011 11:45
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