Handhold please? Need someone to sit me down and tell me it's not the end of the fucking world though it feels like it.
I'm 8 weeks pregnant and my symptoms are off the roof. I already have a gorgeous 2.5y daughter. I had an inkling I have twins and it's confirmed today with a early pregnancy scan.
I'm completely overwhelmed. We budgeted for two kids max, and being responsible means terminating this and starting over. There was a cyst found in my ovary, this was new news too. Maybe I wouldn't be pregnant again?
I'm older, 36 years old. Childcare for all 3 would be 4.5k a month in this part of London. And I don't want to give up work, I worked so fucking hard to get to where I am at work.
Also, my sliver of mental health might absolutely break when I'm dealing with nights with two. I hate that this is supposed to be happy news and I'm thinking of terminating. What do I do?
Anyone I can talk to? Midwives are as useful as a chocolate teapot because "I cannot get counselling until 12 weeks scan" but! "You should get a termination pre 12 weeks"
Help :(
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Twins and considering termination :S
enigma22220 · 27/03/2023 16:52
Izzie94x · 27/03/2023 17:00
Hi @enigma22220 I didn’t want to read and run. And I’m so sorry you’re going through this, I’m sure the emotional turmoil is absolutely horrendous and you’ll find everyone on here has completely mixed opinions.
I do get the money side of things, we took out a loan for IVF and then once our scan came up were so nervous it could be twins and how we’d afford it! Luckily for us it wasn’t. But genuinely I think you’d get by if you had to. I certainly wouldn’t terminate if it was twins but that is just a complete personal opinion and my circs obvs are very different.
This is completely out there, and I’m not even sure you can do this but - would you be able to, or consider putting 1 up for adoption? There are so many loving families out there that are desperate for a healthy baby that it could change their lives and mean you don’t have to terminate. Although, living with that and knowing you’ve kept one and not the other I’m sure would be absolutely devastating.
Hopefully someone else on here has some better advice, but I hope you’re ok.
JennyForeigner · 27/03/2023 17:11
I don't to persuade you either way - you have to do what is right for your family, but we have 20 month old twins and a just turned two year old when they were born.
Our experience - although it isn't everybody's - is that the twins are much easier than our older child. They seem to feel an instinctive companionship and just enough built in distraction to sleep, play and eat well. Perhaps because we get way more sleep than with our first, working has been OK. We had to accept that a nanny would be the answer, and found a great one.
Against that, the first months of pregnancy were hard. And there is no normal any more. It has to be all about coping day to day. We don't get time separately as other parents do because it takes two grown-ups to wrangle bed times and morning.
Wishing you all the best.
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