36 weeks and had my baby shower this afternoon and whilst it was super lovely, casual and laid back I've got home and the realisation that it's nearly time to be a mommy has hit me and the panic has set in!
I finish work Friday too, which I don't want to do as it's another sign change is on the horizon. I think it's all getting a bit too much for me mentally and I just want to run away and hide!
I suffer with anxiety and panic attacks anyway and whilst I've done pretty well so far this absolute wave of fear has hit me and I literally want to sit and cry!
I feel bad and really ungrateful as I know some ladies would kill to be in my position and some never will be, so I feel horrible about how I feel too, as I know I'm so lucky to be in this position
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lockdownpregnancy · 30/08/2020 20:16
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