Obession/miscarriage

[Aimeeloulou94]

Help needed ☹🥺 my first pregnancy ended up in a miscarriage on 18th april ever since I have been so obsessed on getting pregnant and at one point I took 35 pregnany tests I thought I was calming down as i was started with midwifery counsiling and anti depressants but soon as it comes to a week before my due on date my obsession takes over me and it's all I think about and I am constantly googling things checking for every sign urging to take a test every day .... has anyone ever experienced anything similar

[Cocomelon1]

I was like this..but didn't go to counselling I just kept busy eventually I wouldn't think about it as much 🙄 I think when you put pressure on yourself you just stress yourself out... Relax try keep it off your mind... Go with the flow