I'm 10 days into my short protocol on our 4th and final ICSI. Up until now I've been feeling ok. Trying to keep myself on an even keel, not getting too excited but not being too negative either.
Today I feel like all hope is lost. I'm so tired, I'm emotional and I just want to go back to bed.
I know it's the drugs and my hormones are all over the place. Up until this point I was ambivalent about whether this cycle worked or not. Myself and DH have a nice social circle at the moment mainly with couples who either have no children or have grown up children. Today I'm starting to panic about this cycle not working. Where do we go from here if it doesn't?
I think it's self preservation that i've not been too bothered about this cycle but to be honest i'm totally kidding myself.
I think reality has just hit and I'm absolutely scared to death
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Sproodlemummy · 15/05/2018 08:29
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