and should I give up mine? Feel free to answer just the title q's and not this one. But if you're up for a long post -
I should prob post this in Work but bear with me, please.
I have a 2.5 yr old DC, not having any more. I work part time (0.5fte), I went back after 13 months mat leave because my job is special and well paid and if I left I wouldn't get another like it, ever.
A few months after going back to work I started writing fiction, having meant to for 20 years. First short story runner up in a good competition and published in a book. First piece of flash fiction about to be published in a mag. So, confidence boosted, I'm writing a novel. I have a 1.5hr commute each way so write in this time.
Now, after 18 months at work, I don't feel into it anymore, I'm unmotivated, I miss DD, still, and she misses me, despite being fine in her childcare (GM-nursery combo). She sleeps badly so am always tired.
We can live fine on DP's salary. I'm thinking I'd like to stop the job and cut DD's childcare in half, keep 12 hours a week of it in which to write, as well as other bits and bobs of time (evenings, naps if they continue).
Partly, I think, wow, I should be so lucky, ideal situation. Partly, I have the Fear - what if I write for a couple of years and can't sell anything and have to find another job and it won't be as good as this one blah blah, where I work now is very special, people are brilliant, tailor made job. In which I am not getting enough done, not really liking, round and round in circles I go. Argh.
Any advice/your experiences really very gratefully received.
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Zoidberg · 11/10/2011 14:29
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