I don’t really know why I’ve come on here to write this, I don’t know what to do with myself anymore and I genuinely feel like I’ve had enough.
I’ve got two gorgeous little girls and my life should be amazing right now but im in such a dark place.
Just over 3 years ago I was walking my kids to school when I started getting a pain in my bladder, fast forward a few years and thousands of pounds later and it’s still there, worse than ever before.
It’s unbearable burning pain 24/7. I had a Cystoscopy a while ago and when they filled my bladder it just filled with cracks and blood. No one knows what’s wrong with it or will help me, I’ve literally been laughed at by doctors and told it’s in my head.
I stupidly and desperately went to Turkey and had an operation on it a few months ago which has literally left me bed bound. I’ve let go of my friends and can’t even manage to walk my dog anymore.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I just cry all day.
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Chronic pain
Bladder Pain has ruined my life
Cocothebear · 04/02/2022 18:06
Cocothebear · 04/02/2022 18:06
I don’t really know why I’ve come on here to write this, I don’t know what to do with myself anymore and I genuinely feel like I’ve had enough.
I’ve got two gorgeous little girls and my life should be amazing right now but im in such a dark place.
Just over 3 years ago I was walking my kids to school when I started getting a pain in my bladder, fast forward a few years and thousands of pounds later and it’s still there, worse than ever before.
It’s unbearable burning pain 24/7. I had a Cystoscopy a while ago and when they filled my bladder it just filled with cracks and blood. No one knows what’s wrong with it or will help me, I’ve literally been laughed at by doctors and told it’s in my head.
I stupidly and desperately went to Turkey and had an operation on it a few months ago which has literally left me bed bound. I’ve let go of my friends and can’t even manage to walk my dog anymore.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I just cry all day.
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