Hi all,
I just need to vent really.
I have cerebral palsy and have had it from birth. I've also been suffering with chronic pain and extreme tiredness for months now.
Every day I wake up and am just in agony everywhere. I'm suffering with extreme tiredness too, and can spend the entire day sleeping.
I'm getting extreme pains in my hands too, which is making it hard to type/ write. I'm a student, and I have to write a lot for my course. But now I'm struggling to even start and finish anything. I feel so useless, it's unbelievable.
I'm really depressed too (I suffer from depression/anxiety anyway) and am finding that I just burst into tears without warning.
I'm really scared about the future, and I've started to think maybe it'll be better if I wasn't here (i wouldn't try to kill myself though, it's just dark thoughts) I'm being referred to a counsellor / MH Team at the moment..
When I look at how my life is going to be in the future, I don't see anything. I'm really at my wits end.
Sorry if this post is a bit jumbled ❤️
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Chronic pain
At my wits end!
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OnwardsEverStridingOnwards · 30/11/2021 14:21
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