Hi,
I am having a really hard time at the moment due to a relapse . I haven't been diagnosed long , maybe 2 years, however it's hereditary in my family . My dad had it as a child then my youngest sister got her first symptoms when she was 10. She was in hospital for 3 months until they found out what it was . ( that was 30 years ago) . More recently my niece has been diagnosed too. So when I got the symptoms I wasn't shocked . Angry but not shocked.
I was angry because I am already battling bipolar, ptsd and anxiety but this really stopped in my tracks . The inflammation caused me to stop doing things I needed and wanted to do .
I care for my mum who has Alzheimer’s, I share this with my 2 sisters . I find this really hard work , although I would never stop this . My mother in law has been diagnosed with terminal cancer (asbestos related ) she has months to live, I share the care for her too.
Every night my joints feel like they are on fire . My feet , toes, ankles are sore ( swollen on occasions) but the joints are stiff that the pain is too unbearable to sleep.
I am on medication, paracetamol so much x a day but it doesn't work so I went back to see my rheumatologist. . This time he gave me steroids tablet form as the injections don't work for me . The first week after a day and a half I felt like I was walking on clouds , my pain went from 15/10 to 0 . I couldn't believe it ! That was on 4 tablets a day . The next week , this week , I started 3 tablets a day , that was 3 days ago . It's like someone had taken a sledgehammer back to my joints again . The pain has crept up again with the highest pain yesterday being 12/10 . Now I am in the bathroom writing this so I don't disturb anyone , wide awake with throbbing ankles , my feet feel like they are on fire and my knee joints are creaking . My pain currently is 10/10 . Next week I reduce it again to two tablets for a week . I have a blood test for 1/9 to see how my inflammation factors are he is hoping the steroids have worked. Then on the 8th I see him again to discuss medication as he will have to change or mix brands he told me !!! Being on strong meds already limits my choices !!! Which increases my pain , that's how I see it ....
Now Do I go back to bed watch something on my iPad , fidget around because my ankles hurt , probably wake my husband whose birthday it it is now , because it is 2.37 am or do I do what I normally do , which is go downstairs , watch something on mute and subtitles and go up at a reasonable time with some hope I will sleep inbetween ???!!!'
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louislong · 31/08/2022 02:47
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