Absolutely can't do this anymore.
I've spent the whole week in a near constant state of panic. No idea why. Heart racing, feeling like I can't catch a breath and am suffocating. Just all day.
Unfortunately this is the week my baby has decided to go from sleeping through to screaming for 3 or 4 solid hours in the middle of the night.
The insanity of trying to soothe him, holding my breath thinking he is finally asleep just for him to stir and start again. I can not cope with another minute. I don't feel in control of my brain anymore I want to scream, just feel like I am slowly going insane.
My body feels like it's breaking down. I'm hurting and itching all over, just so itchy. Can this be anxiety? I'm absolutely falling apart.
AIBU?
What mental health hell is this
Breakingpoint2 · 16/09/2022 00:39
Am I being unreasonable?
34 votes. Final results.
POLLBreakingpoint2 · 16/09/2022 01:01
Tiredness definitely always triggers my anxiety, like my body can't cope with too much adrenaline. But in this case the panic in the day started before the bad nights.
I have mild anxiety occasionally but wouldn't say I really struggle with it. It's not helping the panic as I'm now worried I'm broken and will be like this forever. Or that there is something wrong with me physically and I'm going to die. Why am I so itchy?
Annettebee · 16/09/2022 01:41
www.mamamend.com/postpartum-health/itchy-skin-postpartum
Interesting info
Annettebee · 16/09/2022 01:41
www.mamamend.com/postpartum-health/itchy-skin-postpartum
Interesting info
Breakingpoint2 · 16/09/2022 01:07
Gosh thank you @Overthisnow98 this has me in tears. How much I needed to hear this was mine was so little. I was so desperate to hear this from my mum, who sadly passed away. Definitely failing like a failure for not coping this week so will remember your words
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