So I’ve been in a relationship for almost a year and a half now. He’s a genuinely lovely guy. He’s always been honest that he’s had a bit of a rubbish past, but it’s clear that all he wants now is to progress with his career, settle down, and enjoy family life. He would do anything for me and treats me so well.
A few weeks ago he asked me to type an email out for him, (English isn’t a first language for him and wanted it to look professional) so I’m in his email account and I see these saved addresses that are blatantly escorts. On closer inspection I realise the are trans escorts.
Obviously I confronted him. And obviously he denied all knowledge at first. Later he said it was just curiosity and it was years ago back when he used to drink a lot and use cocaine. Naturally I didn’t believe that it was just curiosity . If he was curious there are websites he could have browsed, you don’t email escorts out of curiosity.
Anyway a few days later he decided to tell me that it was a phase he went through In his partying days. Apparently it wasn’t sex it was only oral,🙄 it’s Not something he wants to do ever again, not something he enjoyed, but something he done a few times whilst under the influence a few years ago.
Am I being unreasonable for feeling like I can’t continue the relationship because of this? I don’t have a problem with anyone’s sexual preferences at all. But I’m not sure I’m ok with my partner or potential future husband having a fetish like that. I don’t honestly believe he’s given me the full story. Why would he? and I guess he doesn’t have to as it’s private and was before me.
He says the past is the past and I should forget it, but how do I know he won’t want to go there again one day. Fetishes don’t just disappear. Interested to hear other peoples opinions as I genuinely don’t know if I’m over reacting.
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Haifa85 · 19/03/2021 04:39
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