Diagnosed at 39. AMA
AMA
Choopi · 22/09/2022 15:09
Oh that's a good one. Can I also add do people have trouble reading your tone of voice/do you have trouble reading others. Dh has ASD and one of the biggest things we clash with is facial expressions, tone of voice, raised voices. He doesn't get when I'm messing around, sometimes he is loud and angry sounding but he says he isn't and doesnt understandstand why u would think he is, it can all be very confusing tbh.
StudentNurse3 · 22/09/2022 11:29
Do you find that people misinterpret your facial expressions? Also do you have a problem with the volume of your voice - like speaking too quietly or too loudly but not realising?
StudentNurse3 · 22/09/2022 11:29
Do you find that people misinterpret your facial expressions? Also do you have a problem with the volume of your voice - like speaking too quietly or too loudly but not realising?
DancesWithFelines · 18/09/2022 01:55
Hi and thank you for this thread. I have a DS age 15 who was diagnosed a year ago.
How do you experience loss/grief? We had to let one of our cats go today. DS loves the cats, cuddles and chats to them, cares for them etc but seemed nonplussed at saying goodbye to the cat today. Very much "all things must pass" and then retreated to his bedroom where he usually goes. Do you think he is ok or will it hit him later?
Are you a reluctant washer? If so, is that because of sensory reasons or just the energy involved in showering? DS is quite reluctant, one of his special interests is the 'curly girl' method for his long curly hair so at least it's getting a regular conditioning (if not a full wash).
Baystard · 17/09/2022 17:24
Would you describe yourself as extrovert or introvert? Do you prefer engaging socially with men or women?
A common personality profile tool tells me I'm extraverted but I'm struggle to agree as I try to avoid social situations where I'd need to chat. However I wonder if I'm naturally extraverted but the effort of masking means I often avoid social situations entirely.
I've always preferred talking to men and I wonder if it's because men do less 'chit chat'.
EbbyEbs · 20/09/2022 08:53
Honestly I’ve never really thought about it but I totally see where you’re coming from. It’s like back in the day people would believe anything - if someone accused someone of witchcraft that poor person was automatically guilty - no proof needed. Look at the Pendle Hill witch trials - then we became more educated and realised that unless something was said from a reasonable source … it wasn’t necessarily true.
However, now we have the internet and anyone can say anything, the added protection of anonymity means people can start any kind of rumour or conspiracy with no consequence and people blindly believe it “because they saw it on Reddit”
TickTok is a great example, there are a number of people posting videos of the royal family that “prove” they’re not human (seriously!) … people get really taken in by it and look for other “proof videos” and will find them … it confirms it for them …
Another example I saw last night, someone had photoshopped Philip Schofield giving the finger to the camera at the queens coffin. The amount of people who thought it was a genuine photo was frightening, people calling for him to be sacked and held accountable for his behaviour … so many parallels to the Pendle Witch trials
BruisedSkies · 17/09/2022 12:36
Another question, but this one is about your special interest of Medieval times. I don’t know but about it but have this vague sense of it.
So, what parallels do you think there are between the information on internet today and information in Medieval times? I’m thinking about ‘witch hunts’ being similar to destroying people online coz of a rumour or a tweet from years ago.
Also, so many conspiracy theories, similar to medieval times and how rumours would have spread then through gossip. Also, so much misinformation online.
So sometimes I feel that the volume of unreliable information these days, has actually put us back into the dark ages with regards to knowledge.
Do you agree?
Chakraleaf · 17/09/2022 17:01
I'm 33 and have asd and adhd. Hi :)
BryceQuinlanTheFirst · 17/09/2022 13:51
What was your relationship like with your parents? nd what do you wish they'd done differently? And what is your relationship now?
Halloumiforever · 17/09/2022 12:55
What's the difference between being autistic and just having different personalities? I ask this because as a teacher I come across young people on the spectrum regularly. Now some teenagers with severe autism I can tell immediately they are autistic with how they interact with people and their meltdowns. So I'm not denying it exists. But other children on the spectrum I would honestly think they were 'normal', they just have some personality quirks. There is an increase in autism diagnoses over the past few years but the majority are borderline cases/low end of the spectrum.
I myself have struggled maintaining friendships. I just prefer to spend time alone doing my own thing, but I'm not autistic. I get obsessed with TV shows, particularly history. I would love to talk about king Alfred or the Viking invasions with people. But to me that is just a keen interest, it doesn't mean I'm autistic. Some people are obsessed with hair and beauty, some people are obsessed by castles, because we all have different interests. I don't like particular noises or clothing for various reasons, but doesn't everyone? So I have quite a few of the typical autistic traits that you've described but I don't think I'm autistic. So how do you know you're autistic and not just someone with an unusual personality? I get that some people mask and pretend to fit in, but again I think lots of normal people do that to some extent. E.g. faking it on an interview or pretending to be someone you're not on a first date.
BruisedSkies · 17/09/2022 12:36
Another question, but this one is about your special interest of Medieval times. I don’t know but about it but have this vague sense of it.
So, what parallels do you think there are between the information on internet today and information in Medieval times? I’m thinking about ‘witch hunts’ being similar to destroying people online coz of a rumour or a tweet from years ago.
Also, so many conspiracy theories, similar to medieval times and how rumours would have spread then through gossip. Also, so much misinformation online.
So sometimes I feel that the volume of unreliable information these days, has actually put us back into the dark ages with regards to knowledge.
Do you agree?
funkythighcollector · 17/09/2022 12:26
Did you make a conscious decision to mask or was it something you started doing without realising what it was? Did you ever think masking was what everyone does, if so when did you realise it wasn’t? How did your special interest come about, do you ever abandon interests or do they interest you for a long time? If you meet a neurotypical person with the same special interest, is it a similar conversation/experience as talking to another autistic person about it, or not as interesting?
GameBoy · 17/09/2022 12:22
Do you have any additional diagnoses e.g. ADHD/dyslexia?
In what way has it helped to get a diagnosis, if it is mostly confirming what you can already recognise through your behaviour/reactions to things etc?
DS (20) has a diagnosis of dyslexia, but I observe a lot of the traits you describe:
- obsessive interest in certain subjects
- masking behaviour in social situations and burnout and meltdown afterwards
- sensitivity to noise, smells, textures, foods
He has a girlfriend with ADHD and has commented that he recognises a lot of similarities and has vaguely mentioned getting a rediagnosis.
If you were your 20 year old self again would you have preferred to have been diagnosed earlier? What difference might it make?
Sparklybutold · 17/09/2022 12:18
My husband is awaiting confirmation of his likely autistic diagnosis, as is my son.
How can I best support them?
midlifecrash · 17/09/2022 12:16
If you meet someone else with strong interests, which are different to your own - say trains, or penguins, or WW2 - do you find this can be interesting? As in a better basis for conversation than chit chat
Whatdayisittodayhelp · 17/09/2022 12:14
Hi I find it really sad that people have to be diagnosed to understand who they really are. Did you get a diagnosis purely for this and for validation of why you have struggled your whole life or for something else. Things like adhd can be helped with medication not like autism. I’m asking this as my friend is waiting on assessment and she is so stressed that she won’t be diagnosed but she is still the same person no matter the outcome and it’s not going to change her either way she is who she is. Thanks
ClumpingBambooIsALie · 18/09/2022 02:44
Not OP, but I have an ASD diagnosis and I don't really experience the feeling of "missing" people (or pets) when they're not there, whether that's because we're separated for a while, one of us moved away, a change of school/workplace/whatever, or they died. (Admittedly the only people I've known well who have died were my grandparents — I don't know how I'd feel in other circumstances.) It doesn't mean I don't love them, care about them and enjoy spending time with them, or that I can't look forward to an upcoming meeting with them. I make an effort to keep in touch with some people via WhatsApp etc. because I get something out of interacting with them or because I know they could do with some support or because I care how their life is going. I've never experienced anything I could describe as feeling that I miss a person, or a pet, but that doesn't mean not loving or not caring.
And I HATE washing. Going from being dry to being wet… ugh. Then afterwards, feeling all wet when you want to be dry. And it's such a lot of effort for something that will only ultimately have to be done again in no time at all. And for what? Primarily, for a social norm requiring complete absence of human-generated odour at all times, and where addition of unpleasant synthetic odours is also expected. I mean, you have to wash a certain amount to avoid skin diseases and overpoweringly repulsive smells, but washing all over and applying various products to prevent odour production and putting on a full set of clean clothes every single day… it's a hassle.
(I do wash, though. I just don't like it.)
The above-mentioned feelings are things I do not, as a rule, tell other people about, BTW.
DancesWithFelines · 18/09/2022 01:55
Hi and thank you for this thread. I have a DS age 15 who was diagnosed a year ago.
How do you experience loss/grief? We had to let one of our cats go today. DS loves the cats, cuddles and chats to them, cares for them etc but seemed nonplussed at saying goodbye to the cat today. Very much "all things must pass" and then retreated to his bedroom where he usually goes. Do you think he is ok or will it hit him later?
Are you a reluctant washer? If so, is that because of sensory reasons or just the energy involved in showering? DS is quite reluctant, one of his special interests is the 'curly girl' method for his long curly hair so at least it's getting a regular conditioning (if not a full wash).
couchcritter · 19/09/2022 14:45
If I find a pair of shoes or clothes I like, I buy every pair I can find and rotate them as much as possible, hoping by the time they wear out I'll have found something else.
For example I have about 10 pairs of discontinued Hotter shoes from eBay; four discontinued Bravissimo shirts; about six identical Hollister jeggings. I'm sure some people think I never change my clothes which probably isn't ideal.
(Ironically I recently got fitted for some proper orthopaedic shoes and can no longer use the above of course. I should sell them on but also have problems with hoarding and "what if I need them" - probably subject for another whole thread there...)
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