I used to be in an abusive relationship. This still feels like a confession, twelve years later.
A woman disclosed horrific domestic violence to me today (historical not current). I hear lots of disclosures like that and in every case I find myself trying to help the woman move from guilt to blame. Even when the woman understands that victims frequently feel inappropriate levels of guilt and shame, the accurate assignment of blame for the events feels terribly elusive.
Obviously, the process of grooming a child victim or brainwashing an adult woman involves instilling in them the belief that they somehow deserve to be hurt. And yet, the guilt often lingers even when this is intellectually understood by the woman to be false.
In my case I felt (sometimes feel if I'm honest) that I was stupid and weak to allow myself to be abused. Even though I know that I am not responsible for the actions of another. I also know I was courageous in surviving and leaving that relationship. But the shame leaves traces despite that knowledge.
My question is, why as women do we so often carry the burden of shame for the violence we suffer? What can we do about that on a personal and social level?
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Domestic violence: why do victims blame themselves?
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blinder · 23/03/2010 21:11
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