I have put on 10lbs and feel like poo.

[Lilliput]

I did weightwatchers over two years ago and went from 11st 2 to 9st 4 in about 4 or 5 months. I looked and felt fantastic. But since October last year weight has gradually crept back on and now I am really down about it.
Unfortunately I am married to a 'feeder'. My dh is a chef and LOVES food and eating, as do I but it is a constant mental battle for me - should I eat something or not blah blah.
I over eat and my portions are too big but somehow I can't stop myself and I feel like I have pressed my self destruct button.
I know I need to get a handle on things and also get off my arse and get running again but I have so little motivation.
The children go back to school and nursery next Tuesday and I am telling myself this is when I will turn over a new leaf.
Please help to motivate me.

[Lilliput]

It doen't help that dh prefers me a bit heavier and gets very annoyed with me when I'm cutting back.
I also need to crack the habit of hopping on the acles every day.

[Dior]

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[Fimbles5]

Lilliput - You are me under a different name. Watching this thread with interest!!

[WallOfSilence]

I'm like a whale now too.

I haven't weighed myself in about three weeks now as I am too afraid!!

Dh & myself both need to lose some weight..

We are going on holiday next week & every time I go to look for clothes I come back with nada! As usual I lift a size 14 then end up coming out for a 16! I should only be about 8 stone for my height but am over 10st so I have more to lose than just 10lb!!

[Dragonbutter]

Can't you set him the challenge of preparing you some low calorie meals?
or just avoid the kitchen completely.
or walk the kids to school and take the long route home.

[Lilliput]

The crazy thing is I am not totally inactive, although I do now have a desk job two days a week. I also eat lots of fruit and veg but I just over eat. I binge eat but not chocs and crisps, its a second helping of curry and rice or a really big portion of spag bol, or a second sandwich for lunch.

[Dior]

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[Lilliput]

I have turned over a new leaf today and ahve vowed to get my oevr eating under control. I have also booked myself a hair appointment which always makes me feel better. I just need to tackle this awful breakout of spots on my neck and jawline.