I went into Lockdown fat and determined I was going to come out of it a better slimmer woman but I'm just as fat as ever. I'm fat enough that catching the virus worries me and I need to lose weight ASAP but I can't fucking do it.
I've tried Joe Wicks and various online workouts, I've tried couch to 5K but hated running on the road because I hate people looking at me and a woman standing at a bus stop clapped me and told me to keep going which made me feel like shit and like I was doing it for some kind of joke. So my husband said we could hire a treadmill, managed by some miracle to get one that was being delivered today so I've spent the whole weekend telling myself this is it, I'm going to start jogging on the treadmill in the comfort of my own home and it's going to be amazing. Treadmill turned up, delivery man plugged it in and it went bang! Had a message from him (he took it back to the office) it's knackered and he doesn't have anymore in stock so that's that over. I'm actually so fed up that I cried for an hour and then I've eaten my way through the house, so many chocolate and crisps that I've got a stomach ache. I feel like shit, I have no willpower and the slightest thing to go wrong sends me running for the snack cupboard.
How do people do it? Where do they get their willpower from? I'm so fed up with myself. Food is my biggest problem, I can't stop eating.
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Wilberforce1 · 18/05/2020 17:07
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