I'm really low at the moment & my weight is the biggest influence in this (although I do have MH issues). I start changing my eating then give up. And I honestly hate myself right now. I just don't think I'll ever be a healthy weight again. I'm even too scared to weigh as last time I did I was horrified & I've definitely put on since then.
A couple of weeks ago, I started keto & felt like I was losing a bit of weight (though I realise water initially), then I just started to be more lax.
Today I feel really bloated & fat. What's ridiculous is that I know what I need to do, but I just bloody give up. I am not good doing food tracking / calorie counting as I get so stressed with it.
I don't know why I'm posting. I know nobody can do it for me. Maybe I just need a vent or something. Right now I feel like crying.
Today's food -
Coffee with cream
Dark chocolate
Boursin & crackers
Dolcelatte & crackers
Homemade beef stew w couscous.
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QueenOfOversharing · 12/12/2019 19:20
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