NC as I’m embarrassed by the state I’ve got myself into.
I’ve lost 4st in about 10 months calorie counting. Reached goal weight and promptly put on 2.5lb the following week. This made me feel like I’d failed. I was still calorie counting but averaged somewhere between 1400-1600 calories that week. Previously on 1200ish. Doesn’t seem like a lot to me.
I’ve been worried about what happens when the diet is over, read that the challenge is to keep it off.
I don’t want to be on a diet forever!
My relationship with food has changed- I choose food based on calories rather than what I want to eat. I ‘save’ calories for ‘treats’. I’m not sure I’m eating because I’m hungry- it’s been more to do with how many calories I have left.
I get anxious about food with unknown amounts of calories. I don’t trust myself to know what I can eat without weighing/ logging every mouthful.
This doesn’t feel like a (mentally) healthy place to be and I’m concerned that my body is now used to having so few calories that I’ll just pile it on eating normally (whatever that is!)
Has anyone managed to keep weight off and have an easier relationship with food than I seem to have? Am I doomed to yo yo dieting forever?!
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PatPerplexed · 25/06/2019 08:45
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