Hi everyone
I'm posting here tonight because I really am feeling terrible. I have always struggled with my weight and it does tend to go up and down but in the last few months I have put on a lot more weight in quite a short period of time. I have lost count of how many times I have started again and I feel like such a failure. I am now the heaviest I have ever been and I am so embarrassed. I look and feel horrible.
One thing that is really bothering me is that there is a guy that I really like who for various reasons (he doesn't live in the same place as me) I haven't seen since Christmas. Since then I have put on so much weight and I am too embarrassed to see him again. There is a chance I may see him in four weeks-ish and I have been sitting here thinking that even if I manage to stick with it I may only lose a few pounds in that time and that would mean I am still much heavier than the last time I saw him...I realise that I probably sound ridiculous because obviously that's still better than staying as I am or getting even bigger in that time but I think I just feel so low and disgusted with myself for getting into this position.
I really want to be positive and take control and I'd love to hear from anyone who has been struggling and wants to make a real change.
xx
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Gemi33 · 15/04/2017 21:42
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