My BMI is 35.2. I'm severely obese. But I didn't think I was.
I have been struggling to get the weight back off for about 18 months. Christmas 2014 I was only 6kg from my target weight.
The calculator on the Atkins website has told me I need to lose 58lbs. 58, over 4 stone! I'm only 25. How did I let this happen?
I don't know what to do. Lately, thinking about food has become all consuming. I know I need to do something but I'm afraid of failing and becoming a horrible, fat mess and then being alone forever.
I have tried all sorts. VLC diets, 5:2, slimming world, just eating 'less', low carb. I fail everytime. The longest I've stuck to a diet is about 3 weeks, a few weeks ago. I've put the 10lb I lost back on.
I think the only reason I lost the weight in 2014 was because I broke up with my partner.
I feel like a horrible, greedy, ugly, failure. I don't see how I could ever climb the mountain in front of me.
I don't even know why I am posting here. Because I am too ashamed to talk to anyone in RL?
I just want to curl up in bed and cry. I don't know what to do.
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HappyGoLuckyGirl · 11/08/2016 14:07
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