I promised myself I was going to lose 2 stone. I joined a gym and started eating healthy cutting out snacks etc. For 2 weeks I got up and went to the gym every morning at 6.30 before dh left for work. Dh is freelance so his shift patern has changed the last 3 weeks and he has to leave at 6 and doesn't come home until 9 (gym opens 6.30-9). Dh isn't working today so I can go but I've been up since 5 bf ds2, I didn't sleep well last night. We are having a massive family crisis,my dgrandmother only has 2 weeks left to live and mil has been diagnosed with cancer and has mentioned she might refuse treatment (that's a while other thread). Dh and my relationship has been rocky. I comfort eat and have been binge eating the last 2 weeks. I've put on the weight I had lost and I just can't be bothered to go to the gym or eat properly even though I know I feel mentally and physically better when I do. I just want to crawl back into bed when ds2finishes feeding if ds1 hasn't woken up. Sorry for the rambling post I just need a massive kick up the bum.