Just decided to weigh myself after avoiding the scales like the plague and I'm 17st3lbs. I was down from 16st6 to 15st10 after my last diet attempt and since then I've been gorging on sugar and carbs like you wouldn't believe.
2 breakfasts, bread and chocolate for lunch, pizza for tea and then huge sugary snacks every day because I needed a treat. Yesterday it was a huge bar of whole nut chocolate and strawberry laces. Then half a family sized bag of Doritos in the evening. I don't know why I'm doing this to myself, but I feel like I'm on such a self destructive path right now. Before Christmas I was 15st after dieting but when I stop I put on more than I started with.
I'm so confused about what to do. Calorie count with MFP? I lost 4+ stone on MFP because DD came along so I know it works, but the last 2 diet attempts have been on MFP and I felt like I was starving most of the time.
Slimming world again? Going back to the group I left over 2 stone heavier fills me with dread. I know it works, but I wasn't truly commited last time!
Nothing fits anymore, I had to go out and buy size 20 clothes because I could no longer fit in the 2 pairs of jeans I owned.
I'm sorry this has just ended up being a horrible rant while I'm teary and snotty nosed I feel like I just need someone to tell me what to do! I KNOW what to do, but I just don't have the motivation to do it!
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17stone, how did I let this happen?!!
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Letmegetanamechange · 14/05/2015 08:40
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