I have been a fat teenager, fatter in my 20s and obese in my 30s. I have tried every diet under the sun and read every self-help book from Fat is a feminist issue to Feel the Fear and do it anyway . I have had hypnosis, joined a gym, done my fitness pal and I am still FAT. I am at a loss! I went to an indoor play centre with my boys today and took my ds1 to the toilet and caught a gimps of myself in the mirror and wanted to die. Not only did I look fat, ugly, badly dressed and tired I looked OLD too. I feel so ashamed. My dh and I are off for a weekend away staying in a yurt, my inlaws are are coming to look after the boys and I am kind of dreading it. It is the first time we will be alone for nearly 4 years and I should be excited and all I feel is so unattractive. Our sex life is pretty non-existant and I think this is supposed to be a romantic weekend away, what a nightmare. Sorry to be so negative and whingy but just feeling so lost. If anyone can help me... God so pathetic.
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