And I have used every excuse to justify it to myself: I'm big boned, I've got big boobs which weigh lots (I know!) In reality, I am 5 foot 7 and size 20 - no idea what I weigh but I have a hideous suspicion I may cry when I find out.
I'm just posting really because I am SICK of being this way. I get out of breath embarrassingly quickly and photos of myself...well... I can't even look at them. Whereas I used to get a fair bit of attention, men don't even look at me now. (I know it's not a huge reason, but it matters.) Oddly enough, all I want is to get back down to a 14/16 when I know is the size I looked my best.
I live alone and do find it hard to cook healthily, but am guilty of STUPIDLY at the end of work running to Tesco and getting a pizza, smothering it with crap and eating the whole thing. I buy items like bread and brie, then sit there munching away at it all night. And I wonder why I look like this!!!
A Slimming World club is starting 500 yards from my front door tomorrow - would anyone mind giving me their opinion on it? I want to get myself eating and feeling better - I'm sick of waking up in the morning after a late night binge and feeling like crap. I also want to join a gym - £40 I can't really afford but I need to change myself.
If you've read all the way through my self-pitying rant, you have the patience of a saint! Only joined MN recently, so going to have a trawl through these slimming topics. Thanks for reading and any advice would be gratefully received.
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ButWhyIsTheGinGone · 06/06/2011 19:51
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