How do I get my head round this?
I have a 17yr old gelding who for the past 5 years has been on retirement livery around 5hrs drive from my home. I have seen him twice in that time (keep a check on facebook photos so I know he's in horsey heaven!). In total retirement livery has probably cost me £10k. He went there after damaging a tendon just after my daughter was born, the intention was for him to go away for a couple of years then bring him back and see if he was sound.
I can no longer justify/afford to pay for him and I have two options. Either have him PTS with his friends where he is, no stress for him and he won't know anything.
Or I can transport him back to me and if he is sound try to find him a loan hacking home. I have no idea if he will be sound, vet report said prognosis for tendon was 'guarded', he has also has had some bucking issues in the past and is accident prone. So if he is not rideable I'm in the same position of having to PTS but having put him through the stress of travelling, starting riding again, moving yards etc
I know PTS is the most sensible choice and probably kindest for him. I just can't get the picture of him walking up to the vet ears pricked to say hello and dropping to the floor 5mins later out of my head. How do I handle the guilt?
There is no point trying to find him a companion home, he is a bit of a thug, can only go out with geldings and will not stay on his own.
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snowpo · 15/07/2015 22:53
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