I have had a stressful 12 months, some major personal issues (including losing a baby and marriage and financial issues), plus ofsted and covering long term sickness alongside my own role. Then lockdown hit and I really struggled mentally but got through it.
Since going back in September I am a mess. I have a really challenging class, my new role is double the workload yet still on a part time salary. Assessment arrangements keep changing so I'm constantly playing catch up and I feel so utterly overwhelmed.
I have spoken to my gp who has referred me for counselling but I am waking up vomiting with anxiety every night. My heart is constantly racing, I feel on the edge of tears constantly!
I feel like I'm losing my mind!
I know that I probably need to take some time off but that terrifies me!
I just want to run away ☹️
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Mammyloveswine · 15/11/2020 13:01
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