I’m really going crazy being at home with my kids but at same time I’m really nervous even thinking about starting supply teaching and leaving my baby. I feel no one including my husband understands my turmoil.
I joined up agencies today and I’ve got a horrible feeling in my stomach as I’m going to miss my baby, but same time I’m fed up with day to day of running to school drop offs then dealing with screaming baby, feeding him, having literally 30 mins to myself a day which I use to quickly clean. Even going toilet I have to carry him with me as he screams for me. I’m really stressed and overwhelmed all the time, I really thought leaving my previous job would be good but why am I still so unhappy. Maybe it wasn’t teaching making me unhappy maybe it’s just me. I don’t know if supply will be any better but I was close to a nervous breakdown in my previous job that’s why I didn’t return
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hate being at home but really scared of going back to teaching
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Suzie567 · 07/01/2020 18:52
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