Namechanged. Did PGCE 3 years ago, mature and single parent. Year from Hell but survived with glowing recommendations from tutors, though at huge cost to confidence, stress levels and family life. Since then, completed part of NQT doing part-time temporary contracts in 'challenging' schools with little support and further dents to confidence. I have been especially poor at behaviour management, although I do work very hard - it has been very important to me for many reasons.
Today's lesson observation was positive in many ways but graded Requires Improvement overall. After all this time, hard work and stress, it would appear I have made very little progress.
I have come home and I feel shaky and sick to the stomach. I know I can't carry on, I simply cannot have this level of anxiety and stress in my life anymore. I have another job lined up for next year in something else.
I just feel so very sad about it all.
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IneverwanttohearOMAMagain · 23/04/2015 22:05
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