I've lived with Elder Statesman since I was a teenager freshly out of home and he was a tiny kitten with bright blue eyes and enormous ears. Sixteen years later, he's survived cancer, snake bite, no end of various fight-related wounds. He is completely blind from cataracts and at least partially deaf. As near as I can tell, he still has a decent, albeit circumscribed, quality of life; he doesn't demonstrate pain on movement (do cats even get arthritis?) or irritability, his teeth are still fine for his age, his weight is stable and his peeing habits have only changed to the extent that his blindness limits his roaming area. He no longer roams, preferring to stay in the house or on the deck where he navigates by memory and feel, and he spends his days sleeping on the couch. He's forbearing with the todder, and he still purrs when I pat him.
However. He has a growth just next to one ear, which is very likely to be cancerous but might be a benign growth. He's had cancer before, as I said, but that was cut out and hasn't recurred for five years, and was in a completely different area of the body. It isn't bulbous, it's largely hidden by fur unless you see it at the right angle, but when you do see it it's exposed and bloody and gross. I originally thought it was an abscess from a badly healed injury, which he's had several times before. But no, we've tried antibiotics, it's definitely a growth.
So it needs an operation. But here's the thing. If it's cancer, I have no intention at all of agreeing to an ongoing course of treatment. He's sixteen years old. He's blind. If it's not cancer, then it will presumably just stay where it is and not do any actual harm. If he survives the operation, which he only probably will, he'll in all likelihood heal slowly and the wound site will be prone to infection. He heals slowly due to his age, and gets infections easily. There are already patches on his skin with no fur. It doesn't bother him at all - he doesn't seem aware that it's there, doesn't scratch at it, it's certainly not painful. So...is there any point in actually operating on him?
I'm trying to find the most neutral course of action. I don't want to make a choice that will artificially extend his life, thus not agreeing to any ongoing course of treatment, because he's ancient and blind and you know, it's probably his time. But I don't want to make a choice that artificially compresses his life either. Leaving this growth where it is might hasten the spread of the cancer, if it's cancer. It might act as a site for infection because it's open to the air. But operating on him might weaken him, and might provide a wound site that attracts infection, too. And might be useless if the cancer has spread.
I'd be being dishonest if I didn't admit that the money involved, the better part of a thousand dollars with pathology included, wasn't a concern. But Elder Statesman is my longtime companion, and if a simple operation will restore him to (elderly doddering blind) health, that's fine by me. Except, except. All of the above.
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Tortoiseonthehalfshell · 20/07/2011 02:43
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