I'm just getting this off my chest, really. We have (had, I can't stop talking in present tense) 4 dogs.
One is very old, nearly 15 and has cancer. We know he's nearing the end. It's been tough but I've been mentally preparing for a couple of months that we would be down to 3 dogs.
Our other 3 are a JRT cross and two rescue shelties. We've had the rescues 3 years, they're ex breeding dogs.
When they came to us Leah, one of he rescues, was really nervous. For four months she hid under the table. Gradually she came round. She learnt to walk on a lead and eventually off lead, we mainly got her house trained (she still had the occasional accident), she became an utterly loving wonderful and devoted dog. I adored her with every fibre of my being, maybe a bit extra because of her rocky start and how rewarding she was after the hard work. We don't know her age but she was probably only about 7, though the vet thought possibly a couple of years older.
The night before last she suddenly started fitting just out of the blue. She'd been completely normal all day, had a lovely walk she'd enjoyed, eaten normally. We rushed her to the vet and they had her in for 24 hours trying to stabilise her but every time they reduced the sedative she started having fits again. Finally she had an episode last night where they thought she'd had a huge bleed to the brain or similar and the vet phoned for permission to let her go. He advised not seeing her but remembering her as she was.
It's such a shock. We're down from 4 dogs to 3 and I know probably within the month we'll be down to 2 as we were just talking about end of life options for our nearly 15 year old dog. She wasn't meant to die yet, she was still young, I am bereft without her. I had her for 3 wonderful but much too short years.
I know there was nothing we could have done but I keep racking my brains thinking could we have prevented it. I hate thinking we left her at the vets and she never saw us again, though I know we couldn't have just left her to die a horrible death at home the way she was. And I just keep on crying. I loved her so much . Because our oldest dog is nearly 15 I've never had to go through this before. Her companion rescue dog is bereft and clingy as they came as a pair. I can't explain to her that Leah is never coming back. I'm utterly heartbroken .
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One of my dogs died last night and I can't get my head round it [sad]
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musicposy · 23/03/2017 07:01
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